Which level are you at?

I started my freshman year of high school :)
well, i could say that i'm a bit disappointed with my own decision,
and if there's a time machine i'd go back when all options are set free.
I'm done with "if only, if only, if only."
I keep on imagining what possibilities are gonna happened if i choose the other decision, once.
:(

But yet again, i believe in Him. I know he set me this way to direct me to be the best all of i can imagine.

And honestly, at that point i realized something "you only got struggled in higher level of the game"
I mean, you won't have problem with 1+1 after you solve 81xy + 12ab right?
You're not gonna failed level 1, when you've already reached level 99999.
It means we're made to be getting stronger, right? :]
That's just how it works. Eventually.

So let's try to see problems in a different way, i know it's hard. I really do.
And i want to give you this song, it really makes me stronger than before every time i hear it.

"cause this is far from over, you haven't seen the last of me."