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Whoa, time flies too fast, does it?

This year i'm going to be 17th years old & it was crazy how many 17th birthday parties that i've attended. And it's like everybody's competing to have the best celebration of the sweetest age in life, they said.

And i am here, kind of silly, and honestly i dont know how to face it. Like it's so tempting to do so, and on the other side my heart that i feel so bad for my parents for, of course wasting their money. Because it's like, it cost sooo much money, and everybody's doing it too, so what's the special?

But in the of the day, it's once in a lifetime, right? Happy fighting my dear self.

ANYWAY, THAT'S NOT WHAT I'M GONNA TALK ABOUT.

And that's how crazy it's been, controlling my mind to the fullest it can be.

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HAPPY NEW YEAR 2014 EVERYBODY :-)

Well, maybe this is just not a blog. This is also a place to put my mind back together after being bullied by everyday shits. Alright, straight to the point. I'm really grateful for 2013, it's been so amazing to me. So many things that i've achieved and got from Him. And really daddy, Thankyou.

So maybe i'm going to review 2013.

In the beginning of 2013, i think i was enjoying my hard-work to suit in the whole new high school things. Eventually. And i met a special person that's taught me so many things about how to be completely accept someone for whoever they are :-). And honestly, 2013 gave me so many experience about thing called party. And i finally understand a bit about what grown people do. Maybe that's because everyone celebrated their 17th birthday party, like so many weekend that made me to attend parties. And I also feel so stupid. Well feeling so stupid is good, because that means you've got the lesson. And actually I realize that i wasn't happy, I just feel comfortable for fake things. I also (for the first time in my life) scared to death, that I won't make it to the 2nd grade, and it turned out i actually get what i want, to be a science student. Well, that's so far I can put 2013 in words. And I'm actually ready for 2014.

So maybe what I hope forward is,

- fixed my bad habit. I'm totally a last minute person. I'm really not a punctual time type of person.

- work harder. yes, being a science student's actually not as easy as I think.

- serve Him more. And i have to admit it, that i've been missing feel so close to Him.

- choose the major. Yes pipol, this December, i have to choose a university. Am i that old?

- be humble & helpful. I think this is the main point. This. Is what i have to improve most. I realized that i haven't tried my best to be a good mankind. I've been feeling not to care about others' business. And being insensitive. With all of  Your help God, I will change it.

And thatttt's all, yes it's kinda long and boring maybe. But yeah, i write to express, not impress.

THANK GOD MY ITUNES DOWNLOAD IS FINISHED. hehe bye.