Firstly, I want to write a lil bit about my special day first.
3 surprises in a day, yet this year is a bit different than last year. I don't want to compare this year and last year, because I believe each year is special on its own way for me. For its ups and downs :)
The first surprise is, of course... from my own family. At 12 o'clock of March 17th, they brought the cake and singing birthday anthem and stuffff. Love you guys <3
The second surprise is from my uni friends (there's no photo, too bad). It's nice to be remembered, and see the effort of people around you, and try to cheer you, and that's sweet :)
Thanks guys, after all uni life's not that bad :)
The second one, is from... (3 years in a row) My 2 loyals poops. They're not my friend, or my best friends, no. They're my family :) Thankyou guys for... just... everything. I just will never forget the effort you gave for me, you guys are just pals for LYFE. I love you guys. So much.
Seeing this picture, reminds me about few years back then's surprises, and reminds me that life could be so much different in A YEAR. So much. People come and go. Those who stays, are diamonds you should keep.
As you grew up, you are just able to categorize people in your life :)
The one who will be your co-worker not more, or who will be your laughing buddies, your long lost friend, your "we were always together but we're just not meant to be close" buddy, the one who stays and sticks with you through ups and downs no matter what (these are people who worth your attention when you're already at the top, never forget that), or even that person who will only be exist.. only in your memories :) because you just never thought they will leave you in this life, you thought that they will stay with you till the end of time, but life just made us to grow apart, and that's okay :)
And why this year was different? Actually this is the first time I throw a little birthday bash, hehe.
One thing I hate the most about this. I have to pick people. I actually have few more list of people, and I hate it I can't invite them in because I have limited budget, and yeah..
So sad though few people can't come, but that's okay. It was a pretty night, after all :)
I don't know what else to say hahaha.
The most important thing, I am happy :-)
Life taught me once again that... "you can achieve anything, but you can't achieve everything, and that's okay." We lose some, we get some. People come, people go. Life will always surprise you in a way you will never expect.
So a little advice for myself and whoever read this,
Please, keep those people in your life. Maybe sometimes they're assholes, maybe it's your parents, your annoying friends, your shitty little sister or brother, or maybe your long lost best friends. Keep them. They are part of who you are, believe me, you will never be who you are today without them.
No matter how money you've got, position, degrees, it all will mean nothing... at the end of the day if there's no one love you. :) No one cares about you. You will rotten and die alone :) And there's nothing good about that. Keep that people who makes you feel loved. Keep them.
In the end, I just hope that I could be there for each one of you, too. And I hope our friendship will last. And nothing... could break us apart :-) Thank you guys, thank. you. for always be there when I'm at my worst. I am very grateful of each of your existence in my life, because I know there's so many people who have to face their bad days alone, and fortunately I know, I will never be alone, because I have you guys. :") And I promise you, you will never be alone too :) and I want to say sorry if after all these years, I still be assholes sometimes to you, but believe me I love each. one. of. you. sooo. much. I really do.
xoxo,
Jessica.
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